i want to hear about those dark places. And i this is how i men it as i drove so far away from christianity, that i was like taking psychadelics and a exploring the wisdom of the east. The veda scriptureis perhaps the oldest compilation of philosophy in a and the world. It's also synonym for vedanta, end of the vedas. Vedanta antaa means end vedas, veda, vedanta. So you you can just tap into so much of the wisdom without visiting.