Since I since I stopped the Lexa pro. Yeah back in the beginning of or the end of July Those of you who've been following along or haven't been following along. I got off antidepressants For the first time in ten years for the I was on him for ten years and it's kind of cool. Like most people spend some time in their Past I spent zero time my past and I couldn't remember anything. Mm-hmm. So I see it as a good thing. But it makes me sad that like, you know, I kind of miss that. It's so it's we're getting a little emotional but I'm just saying like it's I'm having