How Did You Cope With Your Childhood Depression?

i was very much drop kicked into at locked own last year, which is some about a lot in the book. I felt suffocated. But nobody else seemed to be struggling. And i could see what looked to be, on social media, this real idea of other people just being like 'I love beng with my children' and i didn't feel any of that. So i went to the doctor and i said, look, i went in for a stomach ache, actually. And i said, and while i was there, start crying almost did i think i need my anty depressence,. It turned out to be a recurring issue of the trome of my childhood -