How Did You Get Sober?

I was willing to do basically anything for drugs and alcohol for many years, I would say from like 17 to 21. The night of my 21st birthday, I just missed a flight to Lindsay Gordon's graduation,. And I felt really guilty because I had stayed up all night doing drugs. So then I checked myself into rehab. Then I had a like spiritual awakening in rehab with the Siyoga teacher. This is very like privileged queer person gets over their fear of being an actor or anything kind of creative. But on the flip side it's also such an emotional journey being in the entertainment industry. Like one thing about me is that if I'm not worth something, I'm incredibly delusional