I felt like i had to quit being an artist and and get a real job and hate it like everyone else. The show never turned into the show that we had imagined it would be. And thank god it didn't happen. I started doing smaller parts in some big broadways. You know, i did coast of utopia, which ran for a year. Is a nine hour play about russian radicals. And hurly burley id done for almost a year. And they ere all big, unsamble pieces. But then when you come back to a larger part, you see,. oh, smaller stitches in the fabric, you know, you see how to sew it tighter