How to Have a Long Pause

i don't know if it sounds natural i think it's usually fine. sometimes a long pause is you uh forget a point that you're trying to make or you're looking something up and it alludes you. Sometimes what'll happen is that you won't notice it as the listener but like cotta will seamlessly smash those two pieces together so it sounds as though i just picked up an unrelated topic. yeah people said that thirsty suitors interview was like seamlessYeah we actually could have gotten away with just telling people not saying anything not saying shit and it would've been better than being honest about how much  we were tired of hearing each other cry out for money. I'm gonna keep