How Do You Know if You're at War With Your Body?

I was always at war with myself because my feelings weren't getting in line with my faith and I had tons of faith in the facts of the scripture and and love Jesus but my feelings wouldn't get in line. The more I have listened and learned to listen to my body which has been a journey for me. It's not just something in my head but there's something in my body as well it's way it's shaping the way I show up in the world. And so making that connection of in curvatoos and say being turned in on myself with shame in particular has been quite a liberating journey for me"