There is the child part of you. I think people always remark about how everyone regresses a little bit when they go home for the holidays or when they're with their siblings. That's an example where the part of you that's still that age kind of comes to the surface because it knows how to operate within that environment. But looking at like that safe mode version of you, you might be operating in a dissociated state that people can only talk to so much of you, but you won't ever let them into what's really going on. And that's what we see with Evelyn and Wayman. She doesn't get access to the full version of me anymore because she has