The Death Bed Phantasy

I think like there's something really beautiful if you have the courage to do it, to turn your eyes and face your own mortality. One has this crazy ass fantasy, sure, which is there going to the death bed phantasy. And also, when you sort of create this fantasy of the way that you're going to die, or you amount, you out, you do this truss von bolshet with your years. These kinds are like me, long mtoiling. Ye, long, like from a little baby all the way to the fuck andrebit baby, that thougoer. Then wrigt iting oin before i guess it. How far back