I'll Be in the Engine Car for the Durature of the Trip

I need to find a seat that has a comfort, acquitableok, to my situation. I appreciate your fancy speech. Now, i will be in here. The engine car is a very high securitya heavy metal door with a like window slot in it for him to look out. As just a security measure. If somebody were take the helm of this train, they could,. i mean, they could. Is rive it possibly foreshadowig or rampant paranoia?