What honestly makes me happy? Often what happens in spiritual life is we think, this is good for me. So I'm doing it. We might ask, but suppose it isn't nice for me. What will happen? You'll still get the result of it when it takes longer. It'll be mechanical and hard going for a while. Until you begin to like it. Once one likes it, there's no more fear. Sir Ram Krishna put it this way. He used to live near the river, the Ganga. The river would be flowing in a current. You'll see these fishermen would go out on their little boats. And they'd wag their tails at each other