What Is the You and Jesus That Happens When You're Talking One on One With Jesus?

The point of prayer is to grow into growing like more intimate union with with the Lord. It's really, I think, kind of discerned with the spiritual mother, spiritual father. So I have both I have scripture reading every day. And then some days I have spiritual reading, some days I don't. And then the rest of the time is silence or the Jesus prayer.