I Wish I Had Cut Out My Morals

In her last book, and or the last one we read, anyway, she says that she wishes she had cut loose her moral constraints. Now that she's reaching the end of the universe, she realizes that it doesn't much matter. She should have just gone all nots scientist and done anything that needed to be done to give him more info. A betty a better amarylis might have riped apart the world to get at its secret.