How Do You Feel About Your Friendships?

I feel like, for me, friendships, i experience this emotion a lot, or u'relike, woe. I think of this person as best friend, but that person doesn't think of me as best friend,. Like, just small things that sort of like come up, you know, like two a m before you're about to sleep or something. In general, i think it is like a pretty general occurrence for everyone. It's very hard to maintain contact during covid. So i'm sure that, like, everyone is thought, like, oh, this guy is like not hitting me up at all. Are we even tight er anything? Jon i iado just crashing