How to Shift Sill

I want my passion about helping people makeshift happen. I was given away as a kid at three, adopted 11 years later in the foster car system by very poor, all white families. After losing his mom, get this spark to do better and actually set chive ghostand so that pushed me towards a moment where i woke up and realized, i don't like this,. And i need to figure out how in the world do i achieve what i want and live the life i want.