What's the Sert of the Tension?

How do you as an artist and as a leader balance this the sert of the tension? It's almost like, in some ways, i hope this doesn't sound crude. But we really feel like these were moments that we all looked around at each other and said, well, we could have never planned it like this. As a worship leader, sometimes, it takes stepping over, stepping over the edge and just trusting that something is here.