"I was helpless against the century overload swamped by staccato bursts of 50-cal explosions and screams," he writes. "Everything in my view disappeared as a curtain had just dropped before my eyes blackness Nothing Where am I?" He recalls how his RTO, Sabaki, helped him plot out an attack that would kill or maim more than 100 enemy soldiers. 'He squared away throughout this book. He's like a pilot now'