Is There Grief Saying Goodbye to This Other Dream?

Not now, but initially so much grief. Like I was so used to being on stage and performing and it was such a cathartic thing for me. And then to not do it all of a sudden, it was devastating. It hurt. But at the same point in time, I was like okay, I can do this. So that's half the battle. If I can write music, whether it's with lyrics or as a song or as just a piece of music,. That's something I've always done."