I Love You and I Love You and I'm Not Even Living for Here

I was just thanking God for this early this week and I'm close with this because I don't want to be like a testimony guy. wanted to suffer see this is what will make us unstoppable see churches fall apart because people whine and complain, he says. "Pour my heart out my life out to you and you can curse me in return do whatever you want" He adds: "I'm not even living for here and I love you"