"I struggle now watching, I don't watch a lot of TV," he says. "Like I used to, I was just an audience member before I got into this industry." He's not trying to back you into some confession but say that as a human being like all of us there are social needs that aren't being met. You know what I mean? Your life is different because of it. But it's not here. What's here is just what's here with me".