Are You a Catholic or a Roman Catholic?

I don't believe in any of it like you know American Catholicism is a disaster all around. But I think it's hard for people to believe in anything given the circumstances, that's always been true though. So I guess my question also is like if you're born into faith and you choose to accept it and believe in it as a positive narcissism. Where is the boundary point between like a positive narcissistic disposition and a negative narcissistic disposition that people seem to have increasingly these days? And I'm happy to be a fly in the wall because I have a lot of questions.