The Failure of My Parents

As a kid, I could see that my parents were like really broken and, and lost. And also just not understanding why my parents were together because they didn't know each other. So something always felt off as a kid, um, and made me question why they were, why were they, they were together. To moon his death on the cross was a failure because he didn't have children and create the true family. This seems like total accomplishment for my failures.