There's something about it that attracted me to it and it did have to do with like the interviewing and the editing. And so I felt like I was able to get certain stuff on tape even though I'm so like stammery and awkward. But as soon as I was like editing real interviews like I just had it just an instinctive feeling for how to do it. So there was a part of it that just came so easily and I felt so confident in and that sort of carried the rest, you know what I mean? You don't think that much of it all is that you or your work or the combination? I would say like no I feel like the work speaks