You're Mentally Resilient, Right?

I was very unhappy with the way my life was going, right? I wasn't proud of it. My brother and dad are very, like, driven, very hard-working. And I looked at them and just thought, I can't compete with them. That really unlocked a different gear in my life - which allowed me to be competitive even with myself. So you're mentally resilient then, right? Like, you learn from failure. And, you know, you strive to grow and build. Right? Very lazy, right? In my life, pre-subriety. Like, I was a completely different person.Like, I had no drive. It's kind of...