How Many of You Have Had the Thought in the Last Two Years?

How many of you have had the thought in the last two years? I just don't know what to do. The devil is if you knew more, you could do more. He didn't say, if you would know more truth, it would set you free. But want to hold to the teaching that jesus gave us when it's hard to hear or when it makes us confront ourselves. And now, listen, i can still out bench him, out squat him and all that stuff - but that doesn't mean he can take me.