The Journey From Cloud Kukulan to Reality

The journey from cloud kukulan to reality lasted a long time. In my case pilgrims progress consisted in my having to climb down a thousand ladders until I could reach out my hand to the little clodaburth that I am. So you know it's not about being muddled or held or never ending compassion it's about being able to stand in the fire oneself. If something doesn't click in a session you have to come back and say look I felt that that didn't quite hit the spot can we talk about this more can we explore it more. That requires patience and humility and reflection and a red thread between one session to the next. You don't just be