I Don't Want to Be a Casting Director

connor is, wheni i remember reading or hearing a story about guess who, tom hanks, that he was auditioning, audition audition, getting nothing. And then he started kind of feeling the way, you you know, like he kind of started feling like, do i even need this? Do i even want this? and he would go to auditions and not care. That's a very healthy way to look at that stuff. So, it did make me stronger, but it took a long time, because back then it was all I wanted. And now, identity, yes. And, i mean, now i worry sometimes, because i'd never want it.