The Shame of Being Your Own Guy

I know that feeling. That's where I was when I started the podcast. You start to think, well, what the fuck am I going to do? And then you start to picture those options and you're like, I ain't doing that. How do you live with that? It's a personal shame. But there's something about not having kids and I haven't baggage being your own guy that when you're up against that wall, all you're dealing with is you and your fucking pride. So if, if the enormity that I was feeling at that time, if he had that light went out when he was working on my eye and he told me this is never going