You Know What I Mean?

I think for me, I was devastated by my mother's death. But there was so much pain in that process that by the time he got to the situation with his dad, I was like, oh, can't I do creative play? So I mean, I just had like this vision of like, you could do tons of things with those belts. You know what I mean? Like, obviously you could photograph these belts, but like, what if you like made some weird thing with them? That's interesting. It feels like dangerous or impossible to like approach or shift. And if you look at it too much or get too close to it, that crystalline thing might shatter,.