Pete is a response to reality. He's in bedded in and defined by reality. Yet i still fall into the old pattern of going, no, i'm in this spaceship, and i'm looking out at outer space,. And i'm passing through it. When to add what we're talk about, i still forget that i'm a part of reality. Like i can forgive reality, but ih've such a hard time remembering that pete. But when it's me, i have that subject object relationship, which, by the way, is the source of all suffering. So i'm so glad that that thing that laura said, that meant so much to me,