Do You Grieve for the Tenege Girl?

I was getting home aste naty now a day, cooking myself some food. The first couple of years were just brilliant, mind bending. But then, you know, unremarkably, it takes a very sudden and steep turn. Do you grieve for the tenege girl? I find it very hard, very comforting your little gilself. It makes me cringe so hard but i know that it's important. And i am sad and scared for my younger self,. At the time, amazing, yes.