Parakeet Job Anxiety

i've been trying to overcome my mental block related to finding a new job. I make enough to pay the bills, but i would make more just about anywhere else. My family located in an economically depressed area with limited opportunities for my spouse and sub par schools for my kids. This, coupled with a less than good pay has left us in a somewhat stagnant position. We're currently just getting by, not saving, not working towards a better future.