Disporia - Is This Real?

Not every trans person experiences just for you in the same way. i had some pretty strong um experiences where my brain has a map of what your body is supposed to look like that did not match my actual body. It's like there's an itch in mid air and you can't scratch it because there's nothing g there to scratch. And so having that itch constantly just drives you crazy, like complete occupies a lot of your mental energy. So all of the other things that come up start to get really hard to deal with.