What Is the Meaning of the Beat Mystical Experience?

I think that what it comes down to is that we have in us a certain terror of being on our own. And this is why the beat mystical experience can be viewed with a certain degree of terror. If you were to discover, you see, that you are really God and that you are doing all this,. In a way that you've concealed from yourself, in a way thatyou're not aware of at all, you are actually doing it. I don't know if there's any other explanation for how people feel when they go through these states but one could be: 'What am I going to do next? How far out can I get?' That kind of thing would make sense