"I should have spun off the planet. It was too much temptation, too much access to dysfunctional environment," he says. "Courage and pursuit of it, a cause of the wrong cause is, is, is empty in hollow." The Stoic virtues are courage, discipline, justice, and wisdom; they're not supposed to make you a better sociopath,. But working up the courage to do it is, especially when there's money on the line or status on the line... So it took me a long time. You can know in your heart what you're supposed to do or not supposed to do", but acting on it takes more courage than one would think.