I Love You So Muchsi

I want to live as my mother did riding her bike, aged 81, two, three, four. right up until the day before she died,. in the space of 14 days. Like that's how i am intending to live fully, un apologetically. Do you think rejection is so powerful if you can use it to galvanize what you believe about yourself without needing the approbation of anybody else? It's like in the film the matrix, she couldn't tell him he was the one, because then he wouldn't have ked done the work or whatever it was he had to do la. He had to go and find out how to be a bullet-dodger himself