Thisguis: I would be delighted to hear from any of my friends at any time. But even with friends that i've known since a kind of primary school, i'd feel bad about being the one to call them. And if i'm in the middle of something like, you know, doing a life stream or filming radi then i'll decline. We all do that - it's rejuvenating to talk to people you adore and always have time for rejuvenation. There was another thing that you you mention at one point, which is, ah, weird like me. What does, what dos that phrase mean? I i not.