Are You Possessing Your Creativity?

You talked about being attracted to the avant-garde poking up through in some sense because of your experimentation with integrating that into pop songs. Then that took you down this rabbit hole that propelled you into a career as a composer and into moving to Europe, all of that. You said that part of that was that you found some of what you were listening to incomprehensible and that was a mystery to you wanted to pursue it. Was that, you see that as a manifestation of your musical ability trying to perfect itself?