The Cycles of Death

When you're dying, like your life repeats over the course of two or three weeks. All your defense mechanisms kick in because you're sort of standing at the brink of infinity. So what I was doing while my mom was dying is I went into the basement and just started playing Starcraft to try to like escape. You are your brain is this spiritual tree branching out into everything. The roots drinking deeply from everything beneath you and the leaves. God, I wish I was like that.