Pierpais: I feel like there's a part of me which is trying to, you know, not do this job and just to focus on the art i'm doing as some kind of escape of responsibilities. Do i think you'rself sabotaging? If you're askg me the question, maybe. But in my experience, being successful is being really, really good at one thing, or even decent at one thing,. but it also requires a minimum competence and a bunch of other stuff that you may not like doing. The artists that i've worked with who are more successful, like objectively, i'm not talking about the quality of their art. They still primarily focus