This is from rupert's book, the transparency of things. It's his first book. The one i recommend as being aware of being aware is a great place to start. So you want to recognize your true nature, the ch is the first step. And when you rest in that candle, instead of directing the light at a t v,. or at a book, or at a friend, or a whatever, at your job, you just let it burn as a candle andu and you rest as that still candle. That's the peace that passes all understanding. I'll either end at the end of this 20 i'll either be closer to realization or further from it, depending on