You're Using All This Create, You Know?

i've had this weird advantage of living in two completely different worlds. Like most people live in one culture or society, and you can't help but be affected by your culture. So i guess it does also lead to some kind of questioning or seeing things with the eyes of an outsider. I see jonathan very differently now than ten years ago because i'm no longer the one who did rit ten years ago. And part of it's interesting for me too, because i've served like talkin him on and off through the years. He totally respected that it was my story, and expressed remorse that he had hurt me at that time when i was already in a really difficult situation