The Need to Dismantle Sham or Out Kink Urges

When i was younger, having these urges, and i really do feel like your kink urgeis power change. Need to hit someone and tie someone up. Really, it's something that you are born with or you discover. And of course, whotehek am i going to talk to about this? So i squashed it deep. When i started dating, i didn't know it at the time, but i was superromantic. I mean, literally, cards, flowers, i'm playing print scandalous in the background to get laid as bad man's big. But then when he told me to do so, it was like, all i can do that now it