How Do You Feel When You Lose Your Parents?

i couldn't have possibly predicteda tha what what it was like. The best whay i could put it is, i felt like i'd been granted access to a laboratory. And the reason i'm asking these sort of, i guess, annoying questions about ideas themselves, is i'm fascinated with this. I the concept of some kind of a condensation dripping into this realm from a lighter realm,. But still, they're lighter than are the ar bodies, for sure. Like an idea or a light thing. It sounds so cheesy, but like thy concept of things mattering, you know, that matters to meor it doesn't matter to me.