Shrooms for me I very much like walked away and I was just it's just a it's always it's always cliche. What's so funny is like I felt one with the universe cliche. It's like well that's still a great feeling to say all profound truths are entirely cliche. There's a real okay these types of conversations your ego will never like it your ego doesn't like annihilation your ego doesn’t like that's all I get scared by the way.