Is There a Light Blast on the Body?

i was able to get through my teen age years without basically ending my life because of the severity of how difficult it was to live in the world. And so with that, i saw a lot of suffering, non stop, like i always have. And im and and i do, you know, the readings come through no matter what, at all times. It makes me go partially blind. I know that many of you who have read the book, you've, you've,. you've hurt, seen that. And im.