When i finally did it on the hardest setting, i had no idea what to do with myself. I got partnered in that time. But after that, i, i didn't know what to do. Am, i think even how i present myself right now with the knives kind o speaks to that. It's like, i'm very that's my personality of i have to fight something. And so now i'm like practiseing to, like, no hit cup head, or, you know, beat rimrold on the hardestSetting. Or. A, i hate myself. "i don't care how many times i die, or i fail, or my soul gets crushed"