We are always on the lap of the lord. You do not see the lord. The lord is se seeing you. God is always hearing you. That we don't see because of maa, but the lord is seeing us. So if we turn to the lord, the lord helps us. This is wasnava theology. In agodi ashnavism, all these things are discussed in detail. It's the highest of the shaktis of chrishna. There also, i am taking god's help that power is very great. Otherwise we are left to use our own little flickering mind. But remember, holding on to the lord means the lord holds on to you. Because