Do You Think the Australian Rugby Union Felt Guilty?

When you came out of that and two, three years later, did it change much, yor all, your perspective about how life is? And our dear friend of the show, and i know probably of you as well, chris cans, is going through his own hell at the moment. We'd better get him in for before something bad happens. And then my final question on thisand and roger will have other questions, but did it you go through something like that, which is so profound? Do you think they felt guilty and felt they gang to get you in there? He be before i want ner any more.