How to Survive a Lonely Life

I haven't had real textured present loving relationships with brothers like that I see every day or every week, three decades and it's terrible. It was almost like I couldn't admit to myself for a long time that was something I needed that I missed about that period in my life. Even when we were doing things that we shouldn't have been doing together. Oh God, that's so sad to say. I have boys for all of those relationships are virtual. You know trying to say like I don't know do I go on there be like I miss niggas like any niggas want to come over herelike you know they like come to my career be just like you